Well, my deduction of the cleanse and everything I went through may not be entirely accurate. From everything I know and everything I felt, it is accurate. However, it looks like it was influenced. This morning a home test revealed that I am pregnant.
At the moment I am in complete denial. Reason being this is not at all in the time frame that I had in mind. My husband will be deployed by the time the birth comes along. This means, of course, that he may miss the birth altogether; he may be there, but then have to leave after a couple weeks; either way I have to raise that baby (and our current child) by myself until his tour is over. Not to mention that we recently moved to a foreign country, so none of my or his family is here to help things along. I would never dream of trying to give the baby back to God. Until the pregnancy is confirmed via blood test, though, I am in denial. I do not want to work myself up just to find out that test was faulty.....as if I haven't worked myself up enough in the last 30 minutes anyway.
Doctor appointment on Wednesday to confirm/deny the findings.
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